We have little flowers starting to pop their green heads up out of the soil.  Brave, they are.  Leaving the warmth of their dirt-blankets, hoping for enough sunshine for nourishment to realize their goal of flower-dom.  
That's how I feel right now, too.  Full of hope for a brighter tomorrow.  Dependent on faith that I will find a way to nourish my soul through my career.  Colleagues tell me how brave I am.  I say, I must be brave, because I'm terrified!  This is either the stupidest or the smartest thing I've ever done, leaving my job before securing another.  
I hope we don't have any late frosts.
thursday afternoon:
My friends, colleagues and associates are amazing.  I am truly inspired and full of hope for my career.  How lucky am I to be in a position where I can hold out for a dream job...at least for a couple of months,  I can hold out!  I have some time to myself, time to network, time to play, time to rest...I have given myself the gift of time!  The possibilities seem endless.
thursday evening:
Dan:  "I got laid off today."
thursday night:  
I'm just holding onto hope, trying to stay positive, and hanging onto the faith that the sun will come out tomorrow.
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